This last week was a weird one for me. Lots of change in my life; lots of uncertainty; and I've lost all sight of my comfort zone. Normally, I'd withdrawn from anyone and everyone and find myself isolated. Its different this time. I'm leaning into the fellowship, into my program, into my prayer life, and staying connected with friends and family. The old me would lament the impermanence of friendships and how often life changes before I was ready. The new me just rolls with it all because I know God is in charge. I had someone tell me that my desire to improve is an act and a big lie. All I can say is I am sorry for every time I've hurt people, but moving away from chaos and toward simplicity is the way I can keep becoming who I am intended to be. Other friendships are transforming as we finally relinquish self-will and turn it all over to God's will. That was probably the hardest decision I've had to make in the last few years. I won't go into detail...