I have been sober for nearly 8 years now and have no gone to an AA meeting in a couple of years. I haven't been to a meeting REGULARY in about 5 years. I decided to read today's daily reflection on AA's website and it was all about how we need to experience fellowship with other sober people to lead a life driven by God's will instead of our own. Following God's will and trying each day to be His servant has brought me great success, professionally. But I fear I'm losing sight of His will in my personal life. God gives me clues, he gives me coincidences, and then he shouts it right to my face, but I plod along doing what brings me no joy nor joy to the people I love. It's only when I take a risk and break the shackles of complacency and "comfort" that I am able to bring joy to others and have soul-nurturing experiences. I know I am meant for more than accumulating material things or creating a homestead. I was blessed (cursed?) with boundles...